Dead.

I am dead. There's no other explanation for this. I must be dead. Because I'm barely functioning.

If I focus, if I really try, I can get some brain activity. But unless I'm willing to dedicate 3 hours to 6 EASY physics problems [as I just did right now, for the record], I won't get anything done. It's pathetic.

I'm just dead. It's not even exhaustion, really, though I am tired. It's just... nothingness. Like my head has turned off. Like a switch got flipped.

Like I'm dreaming, though I'm wide awake.

I want to write my stories and it's just not happening. I want to succeed in school and I feel like I'm dragging myself from class to class. The mind that was once on top of it all, ahead of the game, is now ridiculously slow. And it's only the second week of school.

This is going to be a long year. At least I know that from here, it can't get any worse.

I sure hope not, anyway. :/